--- 20 years old. I am 170 here…….. What can I say, I was working in a restaurant making decadent foods and hadn’t worked out for 2 years. I held two other part time jobs, and was going to school full time. This year I would balloon up to 185lbs. I was sad and miserable. The man I was with was going to break my heart. I don’t have any pictures of that time at 185, but this is right before it all began to fall apart. What can I say I was lost. I remember deleting all of the pics of myself because when I would smile you could see the fat in my face and the beginnings of a second chin. This girl was madly in love, but had no self esteem. She was easily broken. Easily hurt, and vulnerable. I think all she wanted was to be loved, but what she needed was to love herself. But damn was she a good cook!!!!
|Honestly at my happiest|