I have been bereft in the world without internet, and getting it set up can be a little bit of an ordeal. But I am back. Plugged into it all, if you will. I have missed the online world, but it was good to take a little bit of a break.
I guess that as far as my personal life goes there is good news and bad news. The bad news is that after moving all the way back up to Portland, and signing a lease, my job fell through. The good news is that I went to the gym, I sweated in out, and in the morning said its on to the next thing. Look I am not going to lie, the whole experience was a little demoralizing, because this company knew how much I put on the line to work for them, and they essentially treated me like I was less than nothing. However, at the end of the day I have my integrity, and there is nothing I would do differently.
What really has helped me get through this experience has been the running and working out. In the past I would have probably felt pretty beat up by that experience, I would have probably had a little too much to drink, and I would have eaten a gallon of ice cream. This time around, I picked myself up and dusted myself off. It truly is amazing how wonderful being healthy is, and what a big impact that has on your emotional sobriety. So today, I am starting the blogging back up, and I will start updating my attack point.
I guess that as far as my personal life goes there is good news and bad news. The bad news is that after moving all the way back up to Portland, and signing a lease, my job fell through. The good news is that I went to the gym, I sweated in out, and in the morning said its on to the next thing. Look I am not going to lie, the whole experience was a little demoralizing, because this company knew how much I put on the line to work for them, and they essentially treated me like I was less than nothing. However, at the end of the day I have my integrity, and there is nothing I would do differently.
What really has helped me get through this experience has been the running and working out. In the past I would have probably felt pretty beat up by that experience, I would have probably had a little too much to drink, and I would have eaten a gallon of ice cream. This time around, I picked myself up and dusted myself off. It truly is amazing how wonderful being healthy is, and what a big impact that has on your emotional sobriety. So today, I am starting the blogging back up, and I will start updating my attack point.
Really sorry to hear the job fell through, it all seemed to be the right thing. Never mind, the next thing to come along will be even better. You have a great frame of mind about it so nothing's going to get you down, keep it up.
ReplyDeleteWoot woot!!! Time to get moving again :) Glad you are back to blogging, I was feeling all alone in the blogesphere (sp?)!!!
ReplyDeleteAhhh Thank You!!!! I really appreciate it. Denise, Girl you are never alone :) Not really. I am definitely still your honorary teammate. :)
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